January 2010
54 posts
Sometimes I wonder if it was all worth it. I’m scared that I will be asking myself this question, “How come all of my hard work didn’t pay off?” At the same time, I am so, so happy for my friends, because their future is secured. Yet I can’t help but wonder where my future is located. I feel so powerless. So out of control. There are so many possibilities that things...
Jan 28th
866.) Don't go after the ones that run away from...
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Jan 26th
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First day of second semester as a senior = FANTASTIC. hehehe :P
Jan 26th
Sigh. Reading all of these college emails about what to do during this waiting time, such as applying for scholarships and what they look for in their students, is making me really, really nervous.
Jan 25th
You know what. I’m done being way over serious about things. Such as today. It wasn’t like I didn’t care. I do care. I was worried. But I thought that instead of freaking out over shit like that, we should think about how to resolve it, right? Well that is my mentality, but then they just can’t telling me anything without getting pissed off at me first, yell at me, then...
Jan 24th
Thank you, Tumblr
For giving me the incentive to write and to have a diary book again.
Jan 23rd
Jan 22nd
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FREE AT LAST
“we are FREE!” came Nathan’s text right when the bell rang. You had no idea how happy I was, right when that bell rang at 12:29PM. Well actually, Right when I turned in my China test in Gov, I let out a sigh of relieve. All my four years of hard work has paid off, and now, now I can take a breather, finally relax and enjoy high school, make this chapter of my life the best ever...
Jan 22nd
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This is when I need someone to hold my hands and guide me through the darkness.
Jan 21st
Jan 19th
Jan 19th
RANTING
Yeah finals. Shirley Chang is going to be stressed out because she’s been doing useless crap for the last however many days that she could have used to study, but instead procrastinated. What? Write a speech? Oh, well that won’t take long right? its not even a page…wait no, maybe more than a page, single spaced, and memorized! Right! If I only get started on it… OH right,...
Jan 19th
Jan 18th
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it's over, completely over.
It was the last time I’ll ever wear my uniform, ever perform with the kids I love. # 215. whoever gets that next year will be dead lucky, because I wore that freaking jacket for all four years<3 hahaha anyways, I just realized that I’ve done 12 spaghetti dinners, and this year having been the most memorable. Although it still hasn’t really occurred to me that this is...
Jan 17th
Jan 16th
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14294.) I just woke up from a dream with you in...
thecassidyy: (via blogsecret)
Jan 16th
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HAHAHAHAHA. I still can’t stop laughing and smiling. What a night! :]
Jan 15th
Counting down the days!!! I’ll finally be able to organize my thoughts and relax after finals are over! Hahaha, finals haven’t even started yet and I’m already planning on what to do afterwards. Wow.
Jan 14th
The door closed. I reached for my pocket…. HEY…WHERE MY KEYS AT?! Well. in my house, behind a locked door. I locked myself out of my own freaking house for the first time ever. It didn’t help when Mimi, the cat that lived outside was freaking out with me. I banged on the windows, pushed the door, and even considered finding a rock to smash the window with, all which of course,...
Jan 14th
how do people post audio in their description?
Jan 13th
ListenRiver Flows in You So soothing <3
Jan 13th
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“You can’t ask others to love you, but you can let yourself be loved.”
Jan 13th
14218.) I love it when you text me in the middle...
aliiiceliu: (via blogsecret)
Jan 13th
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WELCOME BACK IPOD
FINALLY. AFTER A YEAR OF BEING USELESS AND DEAD, MY IPOD CAME BACK TO LIFE THIS MORNING! WHEN I FINALLY DECIDED TO CONNECT IT TO ITUNES. LOL. ….yeah. You guys just laugh it up as long as you want.
Jan 12th
GOOD NEWS, GIRLS.
florafoshur: You burn more calories when you’re PMSing. :) (source) Another reason why we PMS HAHAHA
Jan 12th
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COUNTDOWN BEGINS.
Jan 12th
almost there!
11 more days…11 more days and I am completely free. If only I could have senioritis after 11 days, instead of now. Haha, I wonder how will I survive college at this rate…
Jan 11th
Jan 11th
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Jan 11th
Wow, what a week! So full of excitement, surprises, and laughter. And Michael, thank you for the video :]
Jan 11th
Jan 11th
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Jan 10th
Wow, I’m so excited for the summer already! Last week I went back to COH, sat by the same lab bench, and realized just how much I missed the experience I had there. I remembered how accomplished I felt after finishing my day’s job. I like that feeling, a lot. Also, I realized that if I want to pursue my future career, I better at least remember some stuff from biology before college...
Jan 10th
“男人对爱情的要求是新鲜:就是不断去寻找一些新鲜的对象。女人对爱情的要求是保鲜:就是要求同一个对象保持新鲜。”
– if thats the case, i think more like a guy. hahaha (via thecassidyy) lol wow cassidy. this is so true though D:
Jan 9th
Jan 9th
你知道吗, 你让我笑得好开心 :]
Jan 8th
Jan 8th
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sometimes i am..
bubblygum19: lafilletiffa: fearful that I am the only one who feels this way. Alice? Anything you’d like to share with me? :]
Jan 8th
EVERY NOW AND THEN, I WISH A SIX DOLLAR BURGER IS SITTING IN FRONT OF ME MAN. MY FOOD CRAVINGS D:
Jan 7th
Sigh, I'm such a mess right now.
I know I really shouldn’t be thinking about this, but I can’t chase it out of my mind. I guess I’ll just continue following my heart, unconsciously, letting Him unveil His plans for me. When I look back, I found that some of the events did not just happen randomly, there were reasons behind them. Hopefully no one gets hurt in the end. And hopefully, I shall be productive. 3 more...
Jan 7th
Jan 7th
Oh no…I don’t know what to think anymore!
Jan 7th
“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not...”
– 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 (via evelynling) (via xandralingerface) i love this verse of the Bible <3 i have the chinese version of it somewhere in my house o.o (via bubblygum19)
Jan 6th
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thecassidyy: my mother poked me on facebook.. HAHAHAHHAHAA OHH MAN YOUR MOM IS AWESOME! :D
Jan 6th
Wow, what a twist of fate. I have been so foolish.
Jan 6th
Jan 5th
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Argh.
Shit. I’m so tired.
Jan 5th
Jan 5th
Butterflies
talkin on the phone really late at night the only place i wanna be is right by your side and as we talk, the butterflies in my stomach won’t go away and when i try to talk they eat up all the words i try to say baby it’s you and i my cheeks are turnin red and it’s not because it’s cold outside thinking bout you and me just thinking about it takes away every single breath that i breathe ...
Jan 4th
What? Butterflies?
Jan 3rd